Currently Listening The Moment By Framing Hanley built for sin see related

happy 1 year boogy!!

Currently Listening The Secret Life of the Veronicas By The Veronicas Heavily Broken see related

son in my sky

the blue of his eyes

the same color as an evening sky

on a hot summers day

one look takes me back

to a time before I knew him

sitting on the back roads in Bedford

staring at fields of wild tiger lilies

and wishing for a greater hope

the sky the same color as his eyes

his laugh brings me back

and now I’m grateful and blessed

with this son in my life

Brandiie__xxoo

Currently Listening The Silence in Black and White By Hawthorne Heights nikki fm see related

cobwebbed memory

 The color of the stary night sky reminds me

Of a time that no words can describe

A time that is now so long ago

Cobwebs entwine with my memory of those days

Your image surely fading away from me

And as hard as I try to hold on to what we once had

I am fading into the distance of another reality

My memory erasing yet again

Remembering yesterday becomes impossible

For I do not remember when yesterday was

brandiie__xxoo

Currently Listening Taylor Swift By Taylor Swift our song see related

my everything

This is a poem I've been trying to write for a while now-- it's about someone I use to know a long time ago and events way in the past... but something about this poems makes me want to finish it... and I can't ever get it right!! I thought I'd post it and see what you guys thought...

He was my hero

Perfect in my eyes

He wasn’t scared of anything

He was rough and tough

My everything-- everything

When we were together I felt indescribable

Nothing could touch us

I was safe and he was mine

But once I looked into his eyes

While taking about things he’d never told anyone before

And I saw a glimpse of fear

Wondering to myself

What was it he saw

What went on that night...

That made my knight in shining armor so terrified

i held back tears

as i watched her face swell

i held back rage and anger

as best i could

i have become a robot

so i can take care of others

i heal them

without feeling anything

when they feel-- i am there

when i feel-- i am wrong

the frowns

the fake smiles

it's all the same within time

it was my job to protect her

ifailed

brandiie__xxoo